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Shay
01 March 2011 @ 02:33 am

I like to write.

So when I get an idea for Fanfiction, I get EXCITED and my fingers FLY across my stinkin' keyboard.

UNTIL I READ SOMEONE ELSE'S FANFICTION AND REALIZE MY WRITING STILL SUCKS.

Deflate...
 
 
Tastes Like: intimidatedintimidated
Inspiration: Show Me Your Glory - Jesus Culture
 
 
Shay
27 February 2011 @ 11:38 pm

SO.

I've been working on my art..I hope to develop enough as a traditional painter to start selling this summer. The plan is to move  to Chicago with my boss/friend Heather; she's a professional artist and does a lot of art shows out there. I'm excited!! Iy'll only be for the summer, but it'll be one i won't forget i bet. =]


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Shay
05 July 2010 @ 07:00 pm
ICECREAM.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
 
 
Shay
05 July 2010 @ 03:45 pm
I BOUGHT THE BLOODY DAUBER.

It's crimson....muahahahaha!

I only play bingo like once or twice a year, so who knows. Maybe I'll win the jackpot if I play it with this dauber...lol. (I don't even really believe in luck, but whatever. It's for fun!)
 
 
Tastes Like: hothot
Inspiration: Breathless - Dan Wilson
 
 
Shay
04 July 2010 @ 04:05 am
People are so arrogant and afraid of the truth that they miss out on the beautiful, most freeing things life can offer. The truth is that you need to remember and rejoice in your blessings and learn from your curses, never forget your smallness as a human or your sacredness in the profound entirety of creation...and always have an open mind and an open heart.


People never stop growing--but you need to be careful of growing the wrong way.


We come nearest to the great when we are great in humility.”  - Rabindranath Tagore

 
 
Tastes Like: aggravatedaggravated
Inspiration: Airplanes - B.o.B Mashup-Remix ft.Tupac, Fat Joe, Ludacris, & Eminem
 
 
 
Shay
01 July 2010 @ 12:46 pm
Today is going to be an adventure.
 
 
Tastes Like: restlessrestless
Inspiration: Soul Survivor - Angels & Airwaves
 
 
Shay
30 June 2010 @ 04:17 pm
I hate coffee silt. It just feels gross.

...I miss Dominican coffee. Nothing even compares to Monte Alto coffee.
 
 
Tastes Like: nostalgicnostalgic
Inspiration: Bow Wow Wow - I Want Candy
 
 
Shay
30 June 2010 @ 03:19 pm
Man, last night was gorgeous.

I like to walk home after work. People think I'm crazy, 'cause God knows who/what is wandering the reserve after dark, but there are nights I feel like it's safe for me to walk home, and nights I feel it isn't.

Last night it was. And Man, the sky was gorgeous! The moon was low in the sky and golden, and the sky was deep and velvet blue, and the stars were bright...I can't see the stars very well from my house anymore because of the street lamps that were installed in front of it several years ago (and my neighbor has this ridiculously bright FLOODLIGHT IN THEIR YARD THAT OVERWHELMS EVERYTHING), so just being able to walk for fifteen minutes under the sky, with nothing to obstruct it, was wonderful. I was giddy the whole way home. There were barely any cars on the highway too, which made me even happier. XD 

Work was painfully uneventful. Slooooow night. Thank GOD it wasn't a red eye! The only thing that happened that was remotely interesting was that my aunt came in and played with a dauber that reminded me eerily of blood. Seriously. Its ink was deep red and oozy. I was utterly transfixed as I watched her mark her card, the ink pooling thickly as she pressed it to the paper and obscured the numbers--it even had the consistency of blood. I stared until I couldn't anymore. Then I realized, I need to buy that dauber.

I also received sex advice from one of my coworkers (gee, thanks Justin). Soon thereafter we delved into a very interesting discussion about spirituality, faith, visions, death and after death experiences. Justin's a bit of a sex addict but he's one of the most interesting and intelligent people I know. He's got a rather high IQ and is pretty much a human calculator, which makes him perfect for the bingo hall...unlike me, who was born with dyscalculia. Anyway, we have awesome conversations about everything, and he's one of the few people I feel comfortable sharing my various theories and observations with.

...for some reason the italics won't turn off.

That's all for now.



 
 
Tastes Like: blahblah
Inspiration: Blinding - Florence + the Machine
 
 
Shay
28 June 2010 @ 11:26 pm
VoicePost
35K 0:11
“"Kiwi shampoo and palm organic conditioner. I think delicious Lynn(?). Gotta go."

...LJ, please, you really don't have to transcribe my voice posts for me. Please.”

Transcribed by: ariaeve
 
 
Tastes Like: creativecreative
Inspiration: Hallucinations - Angels & Airwaves
 
 
Shay
28 June 2010 @ 03:30 am
"The poetical impression of any object is that uneasy, exquisite sense of beauty or power that cannot be contained within itself; that is impatient of all limit; that, as flame bends to flame, strives to link itself to some other image of kindred beau."

- William Hazlitt

Ever feel so connected with something that not time or even its very identity matters? A heart calling to a heart.

I feel that way now. Connected. I don't feel alone, even though I'm tired of my life, tired of watching helplessly as it turns inside-out and pulls me in every direction imaginable in the process. I feel strangely and distantly whole.

It's just...beautiful, and uncontainable, and indescribably lovely.

(I probably just ruined everything I just wrote by posting with that display picture.)

<3
 
 
Tastes Like: peacefulpeaceful
Inspiration: Swimming - Florence + the Machine